Silent-joyous-bounce

To my amazement, even through the many months..... A sudden stumble upon a word, still sends echo's into the mind and lingers on with a silent - joyous - bounce ! I pass a sigh coz the words can't be shouted out, as its hidden deep within the silence..

Nothing much to do, but add some more silence to the silence..

Ego , Patience or fading faith ???

At times i wonder what's stopping me.
Is it the 'pride', that i have tried enough?
Is it the silent wait to give others a chance?
Is it the realisation that there is no hope no more?

Which one is it?
May be bits of all three ??

wonder 'bloom'

i wonder...

where does a little bud get all its energy from, to bloom ?
to open up, to stretch every petal and face the world...

What if that energy went totally missing... ?