first vs. second

I guess its easy for one to go through a second loss... when they have already faced the first big one. Probably, one knows all the stages, symptoms and results that come as a package.
Second time around.. Even if one chooses the loss, they are familiar with the process and how it works..i guess. In a way, that should be a good thing, i think. Will it really help you handle it better ??

Silent-joyous-bounce

To my amazement, even through the many months..... A sudden stumble upon a word, still sends echo's into the mind and lingers on with a silent - joyous - bounce ! I pass a sigh coz the words can't be shouted out, as its hidden deep within the silence..

Nothing much to do, but add some more silence to the silence..

What-if ?

There are no 'what-if's'
..trying to put that into my head.