first vs. second

I guess its easy for one to go through a second loss... when they have already faced the first big one. Probably, one knows all the stages, symptoms and results that come as a package.
Second time around.. Even if one chooses the loss, they are familiar with the process and how it works..i guess. In a way, that should be a good thing, i think. Will it really help you handle it better ??

further away..

the feelings of indifference
kept the world far away.

Now, little steps closer
to what was once my world.
i realise
everything n' everyone,
is further away..

Silent-joyous-bounce

To my amazement, even through the many months..... A sudden stumble upon a word, still sends echo's into the mind and lingers on with a silent - joyous - bounce ! I pass a sigh coz the words can't be shouted out, as its hidden deep within the silence..

Nothing much to do, but add some more silence to the silence..

Ego , Patience or fading faith ???

At times i wonder what's stopping me.
Is it the 'pride', that i have tried enough?
Is it the silent wait to give others a chance?
Is it the realisation that there is no hope no more?

Which one is it?
May be bits of all three ??

Run!! Run!! Run!!

" There is no problem so big it cannot be runaway from "
Haha... there sure are some people who abide by this quote so religiously !!
Well.. all the best folks!
Keep on running then... you may find what you want... But then,again! You are very much used to running away, anyway!! hehe!

.. in touch

Hhmm.. sometimes i wonder..
"When you are not in touch with yourself...
how can you keep in touch with everybody else!"

... i wonder

..... at times..

There are times when am scared to remember...
At times, am scared i will forget..

My flyways

My flyways into the paths unknown;
A flyway into a memory forever...

An invisible string holding on to the moments past.
Passing through the colours and shadows;
A flyway into little joys and laughter, sadness and pain;
into life itself...