BBC podcasts & my paintings!

At times... its so hard to glue myself to the ground, take the brush in my hand & paint!
but time and again... one thing that kind makes it easy is 'Life on Air'. Listening to the amazing soulful narration by Attenborough, i can sit-put & go on with my paints! Not even music can make me work at ease sometimes! :)
On the same lines.. another audio narration that i have enjoyed very much is 'Last chance to see' by Douglas Adams and Mark carwardine !
The BBC radio documentaries or podcasts as they call it are brilliant ! I wish i can gather more of such podcasts !

a feather brushed passed
so soft and light..
blown off by the wind
Away
in an instance

= cold food

Had the mOst funniest delivery boy today ! Gosh... cant say dumb, stupid, ignorant or innocent exactly... but a character of sorts! We were soooooo angry and irritated with him... but all we did was just LAUGH our heart out ! So spontaneuos.. so real !
Sure did chase some blues away ! :)

a delivery boy - directions - laughter = cold food ! :)

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More around now,
Scared to face..
Eager to see
Afraid to turn.
Who will catch sight first ?
mine or not mine,

Choose a nod or not
Accept a smile or not.
Silence the talk or talk the silence !

change..

I changed...
And the world changed around me.

behind...

Meddlings behind the back
thought unseen.. but very much seen..
What ignorance i call.. to pretend !
Is it a such a matter to pretend i wonder !
sigh! and they ask for faith !
...funny ain't it !

first vs. second

I guess its easy for one to go through a second loss... when they have already faced the first big one. Probably, one knows all the stages, symptoms and results that come as a package.
Second time around.. Even if one chooses the loss, they are familiar with the process and how it works..i guess. In a way, that should be a good thing, i think. Will it really help you handle it better ??